I have done my best to have a sense of humor about this site.....

To make fun of the factthat after my very first blog..... Lindsay BLACKLISTED ME!

I truly, honestly, wanted to believe that SHE was joking, having fun, etc.....

But the simple fact that after 31 Blogs..... over 21,000 views.....

I DON'T EVEN RATE AS A SELECTED BLOGGER..... Those in charge here REFUSE TO ACKNOWLEDGE ME!

I did everything that I could to be entertaining.... Funny... Informative... & talk about the Hollywood & the New england film community.

  I seriously believe that quite a few people ENJOYED READING MY WHACKY BLOGS about life in Hollywood and the difficulty of breaking into show biz here, on the east coast.... But I will never know.

ONLY THOSE SPECIAL FEW...... THAT FIT INTO "The Beanywood Plan" seem to be Hi-lighted here on Beanywood.


This very EXCLUSIONARY ATTITUDE... AND PETTY POWER PLAYS IS EXACTLY WHAT I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO WARN PEOPLE ABOUT HERE FROM DAY ONE...

Beanywood (and the many people I have tried to contact about film work out here) seem to be mimicking ALL THE VERY WORST TRAITS OF WHAT'S WRONG WITH HOLLYWOOD!

This is why I left Hollywood after 12 long, hard, soul sucking, heart wrenching years and gave up and came home a COMPLETE BROKEN LOSER OF A MAN!

EGO'S... ATTITUDES... BIG MOUTHS... RAMPANT MEDIOCRITY... PETTINESS... JEALOUSY... FEAR... PHONINESS... HATRED...  All abound here on the east coast and in the Film making community. It saddens me and truly Breaks my heart to see this happening here.

 
I have valuable information and real life stories... DIRECTLY FROM HOLLYWOOD... and I was just trying to pass this information on to THE GOOD, TALENTED AND DECENT PEOPLE OUT HERE ON THE EAST COAST.....

But it seems like it's all been in Vain and I can't even get started again in show business out here because of so many peoples PRETENTIOUS ATTITUDES AND HATRED TOWARDS MYSELF!

I truly believe that I haven't been able to make a dent in Production work out here and meet decent filmmakers because so many people out here... are just PLAIN JEALOUS OF ME AND THE FACT THAT I AM ONE OF THE RARE FEW PEOPLE THAT HAS ACTUALLY LIVED AND WORKED IN HOLLYWOOD!

And to make matters even worse..... now every time I log on to Beanywood.......


ITS FULL OF RACIST CRAP THAT HAS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH NEW ENGLAND FILM MAKING!!

What the hell is going on here people?????

WHY HAS THIS BECOME A PERSONAL FORUM ON RACISM IN AMERICA?????

WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE THAT IS MENTIONING THIS???

AM I THE ONLY ONE THAT FEELS THIS WAY?

AM I THE ONLY ONE THAT CARES ENOUGH TO GO OUT ON A LIMB AND SPEAK MY MIND OPENLY AND HONESTLY ABOUT THESE DISTURBING THINGS???

HAVE I GONE CRAZY OR IS THIS DUDE POSTING THE WRONG BLOG ON THE WRONG SITE????

HELL YA.... THIS COUNTRY IS A RACIST COUNTRY...... THE POWERS THAT BE DESIGNED IT THIS WAY SO THAT WHILE "WE THE PEOPLE" ALL ARGUE AND BICKER AND HATE EACH OTHER FOR ALL THE STUPID, WRONG, PETTY REASONS..... THOSE IN CHARGE CAN ROB US ALL BLIND AND RAPE THIS COUNTRY OF EVERY LAST GOOD THING THAT USED TO EXIST HERE.........

ITS SAD..... BUT TRUE......... AND MAKES ME SO SAD...... BUT THIS AINT THE DAMN PLACE TO BE POSTING ALL THIS CRAP!!!!


HOW IRONIC AM I?????... I SHOULDN'T BE POSTING THIS CRAP EITHER!

I'M AN IDIOT!


BUT AT LEAST I UNDERSTAND THAT I'M AN IDIOT AND SHOULDN'T BE POSTING THIS CRAP HERE!


I hope some of you decent, creative people out there are living your dreams and enjoying your lives!

Rock on........ Bon Scott says Hello.

From your Deranged..... and yet, amazingly still happy and friendly X-Hollywood Reject..... Craig Amabello

 
PS: Don't forget to check out my INSANE VLOGS ON YOUTUBE!

 
http://www.youtube.com/CraigsRealTv

 

Also check out my MUSIC VIDS AT:

 

http://www.hollywoodeasttv.com/profile/craigamabello

 

Enjoy Life..... Try to be REAL...... DON'T FOLLOW THE CROWD!

DON'T BE A BAD LIL SHEEP.... STAND UP AND BE DECENT HUMANS!

AND PLEASE PEOPLE.... DON'T LET ME BE THE ONLY FOOL OUT HERE.... STANDING ON THE EDGE OF THE CLIFFS OF INSANITY!

SPEAK UP.... SPEAK YOUR MINDS....

DOES ANYONE OUT THERE UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY??

PLEASE POST YOUR COMMENTS AND LET US ALL KNOW IF I AM MAKING ANY SENSE AT ALL....

OR SHOULD I JUST LEAVE ALL YOU PEOPLE ALONE AND GO BACK TO HOLLYWOOD FROM WHENCE I CAME?

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Hello Beanywood..... Hello New England film makers...

  Craig Amabello here, checkinin from the twilight zone where I have been floating aimlessly after welding Jet propulsion packs to kittens and launching them into outer space just so I could get a better view of planet earth!

  I have a very serious question to ask... Have I personally done something wrong to the people here at Beanywood? Have I kicked their precious little doggy? Have I squashed their darling lil Kitty?

  I ask this, because after 1 year and 27 blogs that I have written on this site and over 21,000 views.... I HAVE NEVER ONCE BEEN PLACED AS A "SELECTED BLOGGER"!

WHY??????....... DID I SAY SOMETHING TO OFFEND SOMEBODY?...... ARE MY BLOGS THAT CRAPPY?

  I am sure many more people would stumble on my blogs, but how can they ever find them? I truly wish I knew what to do to get my blogs placed on the front page under the selected blogger section. I constantly see the same 1 or 2 people with 3 & sometimes 4 blogs in a row placed under the Selected blogger section. It makes it look like those few people are the ONLY ones writing Blogs here on Beanywood.

  As childish & stupid as this sounds.... MY FEELINGS ARE HURT!.... I have even emailed the people that run this site & never heard back from them about this question. I do the best I can to make my writing INFORMATIVE..... TOPICAL.... HUMOROUS.... and POSITIVE about movie making here in New England.

  Now I know that my blogs tend to get very cynical & negative at times, but I always try to have something POSITIVE to say at least once in each blog. But if my blogs are cynical, its just because I am commenting on what is happening to ME out here in New England trying DESPERATELY to get production work here on the east coast.

  So if any of you people out there like reading my weird & hopefully humorous & informative blogs.... I would love it if you could let the owners of this site know that! ...... Or even leave some comments so that I would know if any of you out their like my Blogging style. Sometimes I feel so alone out here in outer space.... like nobody even gets my blogs... Or has any of their own stories to tell about production work out here in New England.

  I am here to entertain & to inform..... & I hope I have done a little bit of both for you people who want to know more about film making out here in New England and film making in Hollywood.

  Because I do know a little bit about both, because I am: Craig Amabello an X-Hollywood Reject.

PLEASE CHECK OUT SOME OF MY ROCK VIDEOS THAT I DIRECTED, SHOT AND EDITED OUT IN HOLLYWOOD AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK.... I would love to hear what people think of my work... I need feed back to know if my work is any good or not:

just go to: http://www.hollywoodeasttv.com/profile/craigamabello

ALSO CHECK OUT MY WHACKY VLOGS ON YOUTUBE.... THEY MAKE ME LOOK LIKE A COMPLETE IDIOT... BUT MIGHT JUST MAKE "YOU" FEEL BETTER ABOUT YOUR OWN LIFE!

http://www.youtube.com/craigsrealtv

Please Comment.... Rate.... and subscribe to my channel..... I always love to hear peoples opinions... even if its negative... As long as its real... & sincerely meant..... I don't care what you say about me..... BUT JUST SAY SOMETHING!

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