I am just wondering, because of the big boom in the film industry, if it will get easier for woman like myself--- I not only act but have some martial art experience and some stunt experience.
 People tell me all the time, that there is stuff out there that I can find around here that I can audition for.  I have been looking day and night, but I see most of the listings that are out there are for "men".
 I really thought in this day and age it would be easier for woman to find more parts that they are suited for, but I believe everything is mostly geared towards men, even when it comes to "basic" experience in martial arts and stunt experience.
 People tell me that they are looking for a certain look.  Well yeah, I understand that, but the roles that people are writing, are for men, and they don't really keep in mind that women can even do the same basic things that men do.
 I am not a small tiny woman, I am kind of an Amazon and I'm in shape.  I am not your typical "Prima Donna" on set and I believe even if I was given a small part in one or two scenes, I can go head to head with a guy, with the same skills as I have.
 I even have the same respect towards other people that I have worked on sets with, not only the actors but the crew too.
 From what I have seen, people that get picked for parts, don't really have the passion that I have, and I am someone that probably would break a leg and keep working on set if I did.
 I am not giving up on the search to work with the right people. 
I have gone out for auditions and people have wanted to cast me in roles, where I am practically sitting around half naked and not really doing too much.  I kind feel insulted, but people tell me to take it as a compliment, because I'm in shape, but to me, I am only wasting my talent sitting there.
 I know other women feel the same way I do, so I am hoping to try and make a breakthrough somehow.
 But I'm tired of people telling me there are roles out there for woman with my experience, yeah, if your a big name, you can get casted in anything, even if you don't have any experience, because there is a coach or a trainer that can train you to do what is needed for the film.
 I also have gone out for auditions for films and the roles sound really awesome, but then when I really find out about the film, it turns out to be really retarded!
 Jackie Chan is my biggest inspiration and maybe I can't do all those crazy things he does, but I think just like him and Bruce Lee, I'm going to have to make a breakthrough for women here.
 Oh, yeah, I know people are going to ask me why not write, already beat you to that, yes I am doing that too!
 So I'm trying every angle.
If I wasn't trying, I wouldn't really and sit and talk about how it truly is even harder for the women around Boston that not only act, but do all the physical things that men do.